what a rare time
for me to come back like this.
i hate the world
i hate the system.
it never lets you do
what you want to do.
what you love
what you enjoy.
you will never get it.
unless you fight.
and even after you've fought your all
you still may not get it.
and this is the truth.
the ugly truth.
no one wants to hear it
because it's just so awful.
and in the end
they still live on.
and in the end
i still live on.
because this world is not beautiful
therefore it is.